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Ahh, I know I've taken a little longer then promised, but I haven't been able to get my hands on a computer for the life of me! My finances fell through (ie, a massive sale at Empress) so now it looks like it will take me a little while longer to get my own. How sucky is that? If only I had the will power to resist clearance sales...

Sorry I can't chat for long- I have to visit my darling boyfriend in the hospital (he likes to spend a lot of time there, doesn't he?). He's not in there for long this time, he's just getting some tests done, but he'd still feel like I'd abandoned him if I don't show up at exactly nine in the morning. Men... really, theres not much more I have to say than that...

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Sorry I've left you hanging so long girls! Dontcha hate it whern real life gets in the way? :)

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Now seriously, it has been way way way too long since I've been online I swear!! Since my laptop went back to the shop :( and I spent xmas and new year down in the scrubs, I haven't had much time near a computer!! Well, now I may possibly be back (hopefully) for a while!

I've decided to take a year off of uni this year, and I've taken on a full time receptionist job (kinda lame) so I have a lot more free time then I used to. Weekends are actually my time now! How weird is that?

Anyway, I'm actually at work right now so I can't go on for too long, but I just wanted to let all you guys know I'm alive! As soon as I get home I am most definitely going to search for my flash drive so I can post the next chapter! Sorry for leaving you guys hanging for so long! Hopefully I can get a laptop within the next week, so things can get up and running again. I haven't written in ages and I'm just itching to!!!

Eee, so so so happy to be back, well, almost back!!

Love Hayley :)

PS. I WON NANO!! Lol, I never quite finsihed the storym but I made the word count!! Woo hoo!!!

Oh my God it's taken me forever to even get online, I'm so so sorry guys!! Me and Ash went away for a little holiday which almost caused me to fail NaNo! But yay, last night I quickly typed out about 3,000 words, and I won!! I'm so happy! Regrets isn't finished yet, but I think it will have to wait until I get a computer in January.

Anyway, I'm short on time, but I just wanted to give you guys chapter twelve! I'm sure you will... hmm, appreciate its content. God, when I have some free time I have to come back and reply to all these comments!!! Sorry for being such a slacker!!!

( Chapter Twelve )

I'm in such a mad rush now guys, so I don't even have time to reply to your comments and stuff!!! God, I'm so slack, but I only have this computer for an hour and I just want to make the most of it writing! I'm just tired of pen and paper already, lol, thats how lazy I am!! But anyway, I thought I'd post chapters ten and eleven for you- I'm a little bit worried that chapter eleven seems a little bit pointless, so it'd be great to know what you think!

Sorry I'm being to brief!! Hopefully I'll have some more internet time later in the week! *fingers crossed*


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( Chapter Eleven )

Well guys I'm so very sad to say the computer is going away tomorrow morning!! *sobs* You've served me so well little lappy and I will miss you so much!! I guess this means there won't be too many updates at all until I get another one worked out. Ash has a computer at his place, but he's kinda sorta moved in with me at the moment (unoffically) because he's fighting with his dickhead brother so I can't even use that. Damn them and their damn male egos! Why do they ruin everything?!?

Anyway, I'm thinking the pen and paper thing will have to do (I've tried it once before and it totally rattled me). Plus as typical doctors/doctors-in-training go, my handwriting is almost too impossible for me to read. Not to worry, I'm almost at the 40,000 word mark so I'll pretty surely finish NaNo. The story might not be completely finished, but I'll only be a couple of chapters off. Nevertheless the story will be finished eventually!! I promise!!!

I wanted to leave you guys with a couple of chapters as an apology and temporary farewell!!! I might not be around for a couple of weeks, so don't think I've neglected you guys!! I'll miss you guys and your lovely comments!!!

Here are chapters seven, eight and nine! Yes, I know, it's kinda a bad place to leave off, but not to worry- there will be more where it comes from when I get back!! xx

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( Chapter Eight!! )


( Chapter Nine!!! )

I'm so so sad, because I lose my computer tomorrow!!!! The shop I'm renting it from is closing it's doors and its doing a recall on all the computers that were being rented, so pretty much I'm going to be computerless. I'm a bit worried how I'm going to go with NaNo after this... but there are always the library computers at the uni that I could use. The thing is, I do most of my writing at night after work and after I've cooked dinner and stuff, which means that if I want to use the library computers I'm going to have to rearrange my schedule. It's all seeming too hard right now...

But I've figured it this way- all I have to do is get over the 50,000 word limit, it doesn't actually matter if I finish it or not. I'm around 30,000 now, so making up the words won't be hard. But finishing it might take a little longer. We'll just have to see.

I'm so bad, every time I sit down to just post a chapter, I end up giving you guys my life story. Enough rambles, read the next chapter!!

( Chapter Six! )

Today was the absolute most horrible day... I skipped out on work and whatnot because my best friend's Dad passed away... she was totally and utterly distraught, and going to the hospital with her and seeing him like that... it really shook me up. I'm trying not to think about it, but she was just so incredibly miserable that I can't get the image of her out of my mind. I work in a hospital, I see stuff like that all the time, but it was the fact that as soon as she saw him she was screaming at the top of her lungs and... God, it was just heartbreaking. The funeral is this weekend and she's decided she wants to speak at it, and it will be the first funeral I've gone to in a long time... I'm kinda scared.

Sorry about the rant, I've felt like I've been trying to be strong all day, and now I just can't anymore. And ever since Ash got out of hospital he's been taking these tablets which make him really sick, so tonight he's spent the whole time with his head in the toilet. Ew, which is actually really gross, but the poor thing can't really do much else.

Anyway, you guys probably didn't need to hear all that, so I'll leave you with chapter five. Zac and Bron's relationship kinda gets off it's feet in this one, so I liked writing it. Hope you guys enjoy!! xx

( Chapter Five )

So I'm pretty much feeling ten times better about my story now that I've moved here.... lol. Thanks guys for inspiration, I totally needed it. I have to admit, I'm starting to find NaNo a little hard. I've only written up to chapter eight, which puts me a day behind schedule, but I feel so much more than that. It's getting harder to spit out chapters then it was at the start of the month, but I'm hoping things will pick up a bit soon.

Anyway, enough of that, and more of this!!

( Chapter four!! )

Yah, so here is my first post, very very exciting business! For those of you who don't know, this journal is purely for hanfic... if you don't know what that is, or you're not appreciative of the topic, then I suggest this isn't the place for you. Anyway, this year I'm participating in NaNoWriMo, and I'm about six chapters through my story titled Regrets. Chapters one and two were already posted on my site, so I thought I'd go straight ahead and post chapter three!! Big loving to Kristin of course who is just so effing smart and knows how to do all this tricky LJ business!!!! You rock my dear, you've made my day!! :D

Anyway, this chapter gave me a few concerns... mainly because it felt like I was trying to move things along too quickly or something, I dunno. Anyway, let me know what you think!!! And chapter four is on its way!!!

( Yay, chapter three! )

And for those who haven't read the beginning and have no idea what is actually going on... http://hayley.aloneinthepretense.org/regrets ... lol, I thought that might be a good idea.

So it has finally come a time where I have given in and decided getting an LJ was the way to go... I always said I never needed one, but alas, here I am. I've just been getting a little pissed off with hanfic... I mean, if you get a hundred hits a day on your site and say... oh, 3 comments, then you know people are reading and not signing. I never want to force people of course but... but yeah, I'm just fed up.

Anyway, this is going to be just for those people who do give feedback- you guys can tell me exactly what you like and don't like, and it will hopefully give me the motivation I need!!! ... hopefully...